I Woke Up a Different Person

Today I woke up like a different person.

At first, I wasn’t in the right mood — heavy, hesitant, unsure if I even wanted to go to the gym. But I went. I worked out but I did something totally different this time — Callanetics. Quite a shift from the old version of me who used to lift heavy weights and chase strength in a different way.

Later, I met a friend from my club for a quick chat. It was a spontaneous 20-minute catch-up. Somehow it felt much deeper. I told her about my real estate business. I also shared about the Systemic/Family Constellations work I’ve been studying for a year now. The more I talked, the more clarity I felt rising within me.

It’s like the fog lifted.

That clarity didn’t appear out of nowhere. It has been forming quietly over the last few days. Today it arrived as something solid, embodied, undeniable.

I suddenly saw how everything that once seemed separate — real estate and spiritual work — actually belongs together. They belong together in me.

For years, I would hear people say, “I reconnected with my true self” or “I had a spiritual awakening.” I’d be both skeptical and curious. How does that even happen? Would it ever happen to me?

And now, I think it just did.

I will give it a few more days, as I usually do lately. I want to see if the feeling stays. But right now, it’s so strong it’s almost hard to handle. Like your whole system has to adjust to a new frequency of being.

This is the result of everything I’ve been exploring so intensely this past year. These include the studies, the inner work, the conversations, and the reflection. Yet, what surprised me most was this: inside my head, the inner dialogue feels just slightly different than before. However, when I speak to others, a completely new voice comes through. Words I didn’t plan, insights I didn’t know I had.

It’s like I’m hearing myself for the first time.

Maybe this is what people mean when they talk about channeling.

If that’s the case — I can’t wait to have more conversations and see what else will come through me next.

Blessings,

Dana